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2011-09-14T22:25:00.000-07:00

DEAD BLOG

19 April 2011

2011-04-19T01:19:00.000-07:00

Let this be the way to start the post - Let bygones be bygones :)

I got into Diploma in Nautical Studies, in Singapore Maritime Academy (SMA)
Everything is different from secondary right now. Such as friends and classes time slot.
Does someone tell you something that let you make a BIG difference in your life?
How can i start it? It is also related to why i choose this course as my studies or career path.
Someone said this to me back last year; this person told me that I am always depending on someone else. Such question as: "Where to go? Where to eat? What I want for my dinner?" I will ask people what they want first before I said anything. AND that is me, my personality.

Getting to Nautical Studies, I know i have to be more independent as coming year i would have to go sailing by myself with different people. This is the course that could also let me prove this person that I, Chua Min En will be independent! And that's the reason why i choose a course that i have to leave my country, family and also my friends. Can i prove to this person that i am more dependent now? Obviously, i could say a YES! Another reason i want to get to this course is because i doesn't want to stay on land. (Hide away from relatives and friends)

Other people might say that why am i so stupid that i listen to this person? In my mind, I treat this person as my sibling. There are some times in our lives; we will meet some awesome good friends that enlighten our memories. I don't think this person remember that he said something like this before, but i take these words to my mind and think about it. What he say is TRUE! I am someone who couldn't make any decision by me.

I remembered that last year, I am still preparing for my O's level examination. There are different courses in the open house. And what the first thing that comes in my mind is that I must look for courses that enhance independence attitude during the studies for my 3years! I happened to get to the talks from student in Diploma in Nautical Studies. Telling me how i have to face this course in my 3years of studies and most importantly they need someone to be independent. That time i knew that i am not someone who is independent but i know that getting to this course can helps me to become more independent. (As in my attitude)

Since then, i aim to get into this course. Just a sentence from someone, it will affect someone else life. I worked so hard and my temper becomes bad. Quarrel with others and ignore this friend, but now I've regretted so much. I lost a friend, not that we are not friends anymore but everything just doesn't seems to be like the past. Last year seems to be the best times in my life but at the same point, it is the year that makes me change to someone who are not who i am.

Now, i got into Diploma in Nautical Studies. I am still trying to be independent, and also hope that my friendship between me and this friend will get back like the past. Play like i will never going to grow up. -I miss those times. This is how i feel, and no matter what i said i know that things will not turn back.

I learned a lot of things since the time I quarrel with this friend till now. I learned to be more independent, more decisive and would go out by myself if i needed to. In the past, I would even dial someone number i could find on my phonebook to ask him/ her to accompany me to buy my lunch! ANYWAY, i could say that it is all my PAST! :D

I will strive my best and work hard for Diploma in Nautical Studies. I'll do my best (:
Back to the quote, let bygones be bygones. Start off with a new fresh life of mine!
And just happened that i was in the mood to type something.

14 / 12 / 2010

2010-12-13T09:37:00.001-08:00

This blog is CLOSE,
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FOREVER. Sigh.

10 / 11 / 2010

2010-11-09T08:47:00.001-08:00

SIGH! Having a bad day indeed, SIGH :(

Seriously why? Try to smile already but once back home, my mind started to run wild. Thinking about thing? I'm making myself STRESS! I wanted to SCREAM and SHOUT out LOUD so vent my anger of my stress, i need a quiet room. A place where no one will go to and scream all i can without anyone knowing. There's like a stone that dampen my heart in me, my mood just... SUCKS? (no words that i can find to say my mood right now!)

Chinese O's level paper tomorrow, and what I've done today is helping my friend draw for his art? After that went out to play Life for dead2? What's wrong with me? I really need motivation!

Already midnight now and i can blog like there's no exams tomorrow? I really wanted to SCREAM! I'm holding my breathe or rather take in breathe and sigh. STRESS everyday?

I want to cry, i want to cry out loud. I just wanted to go back to the days when i'm young where i could cry and no one will think something is wrong with me.

I know that i do care but i'm telling myself that i do not wish to care. Just couldn't understand why! SighSighSighSigh! I think whenever i feel bad or down, i would just post something on this damn rotting blog which can make me feel better everytime.

But no matter how happy i am, i would still feel down later on. - So pessimistic...

Seriously, I DO CARE! I don't have the guts to lose something. I gave up so many things on SOMETHING but it seems to end up like everything is no worth for that SOMETHING! I believe this something is important to me. Maybe that SOMETHING might disappoint me? I'm mot satisfy with it and i wanted more from it? SIGH! Felt so useless! No point you understand, it's NO POINT! SighSigh!

Feel much much better! HAHA! Just like telling so much things to my friend but seriously i doubt i would say this to my friends!

Everyday is a bad day.

2010-11-05T11:08:00.000-07:00

I'm back to post because i am feeling SUCKS and just feel like spamming in this blog. Opps, I left this blog for 2month un-touch already.

Finally, O's level is finishing but there is so many things that happened during this 3months? SIGH! SIGH! SIGH! SIGH! SIGH! ):

Thinking back is just making you hurt, maybe just forget it and look forward. I guess it's over anyway!! What have said had said, what have done already done. Nothing could change anything.

Maybe it is because of study? I think most probably i've made study as an excuse for escape.

Look into mirror, couldn't even recognise myself. The feeling is terrible, that's CHANGES!

From time to time, changes have made to satisfy people around you. But sometimes, the changes you made is totally the wrong changes you've tried to make.

Really hate it! Just wanted to find someone to talk to but i couldn't. I couldn't trust anyone, I don't not have the guts to even trust someone. Seriously, even if someone is so kind to me. Or even best friend of mine, there will be something i will just kept it to myself and sometimes i would just reply "Nothing". Maybe is the fear that everyone would leave? I don't think i could even survive by myself.

Anyway, this is not EMO or what. Maybe it's people who are just not use to your depressed side of your life i think?

What hurts the most, is being so close. Having so much to say, watching you walk away? Now i seriously understand that I'm just a SORE LOSER (:

How can i even stand my life for this 5years in secondary school? Why does this year SUCKS SO MUCH and how i enjoy my 4years happily in Regent secondary but not this year? I miss my laughter! Stupid laughter of mine.

Smiling? Laughing? Everything seems to be the cover (Only happen this year)

The best moment in secondary/ even in my life was Secondary1 and 2, with no worries and really seems like i'm living in a happy dimension. (The moment in band and with some friend? HA! AWESOME?) Mahjong session everyday HAHA!

At the same time, i gained so much things.

Secondary3, started to spend my days playing AUDITION! Seriously, i've totally addicted to Audition and started not to care about anything that is happening outside or around me. HAHA! I could stay home 24/7 playing Audition and not go out with friends but at the end of that year around October, i met 3awesome friend and hang out together almost everyday! Celebrate my new year with them, running marathon cause i'm drunk. Unforgettable moment! Also remembered the times when people HATED me SO MUCH due to my stupid attitude.

Secondary4, Stop hanging out with this friends as they are busy with their personal stuff and i played audition till 2month before N level when my computer s spoil. I will also reached home around 6 p.m daily to do my Design and Technology artifact. I didn't even notice i tried to escape the 'BORED' by spending my days with artifacts and computer. Made few more best friends due to running.

This year? Still unable to play audition but seriously SUCKS! Bored starts to appear. However, met another awesome friend. I feel so bad cause i use to hang out with this awesome friend and reject so many other friends that has asked me out. HAHA! Back then, i'm close to this friend but suddenly after being... I felt the changed. Everything started to turn around. Days are like emptied as usually always hang out with this friend. I've changed, to become depend on others especially this friend. Now, not close anymore. BORED finally appear infront.

No entertainment. Friends? No one asked me out, or maybe i use to someone calling me out instead of me calling them. Same time, so guilty that i reject them the other time when they ask me out!

Now everything is like new again, afresh but seriously there will still be memories. The memories of happiness with these BEST FRIEND & AWESOME FRIEND!

Also, i starting to ask people out to study/ L4D2 so that i could once again escape 'BORED' and i know i shouldn't depend on people. many things will be worst if i rely on others, that's one reason i dont dare to trust people. they will leave isn't it? Sending message which says best friends, awesome friend forever? I never trust that (:

However, i know there would also be people hating me and whatever. I really couldn't do anything, maybe i can if they tell me what to do! Life is a MISERY!

I quarrell with my dad that day, no one to turn to. At the same time, i feel hopeless, helpless, also quarrell with that awesome friend! Sighsighsigh! How could this happened to me! HAHA!

SERIOUSLY WHO AM I? ): i think i should go back to the virtual world again, AUDITION after i buy a new laptop and don't want to care anything about the realistic world..

I does not want to say this things to my friend because i knew that i am a cheerful person with no much trouble to them. i feel so much saying thing out here :D feel so good now. Shall get back to the realistic world with SMILE :D WOOSHhhhhHHHHH! :) Buck up for last 3 paper! WEEeeee!

15 / 09 / 2010

2010-09-15T07:40:00.000-07:00

Not going to POST ANYMORE! And most likely this is my LAST post and YES! I'm going to MIA from everywhere :) CHEESE!

New quote for myself: "You weep at what's gone and then move ahead". What's gone is gone, no use looking back and hold yourself. You can always move on, SMILE! The very lasty post of all! Studying from now onwards! Wahaha!

MAY YOUR DAY BE THE BEST! AND REMEMBER TO SMILE :D JIAYOUS EVERYONE!

14 / 09 / 2010

2010-09-14T04:24:00.000-07:00

TIRED! TIRED! I'm so exhausted, SO SO EXHAUSTED! yawn~

I've nothing to do recently! Don't know why but i think i reaching my limit soon.

Feeling lousy, demoralised and also disappointed about so many things!

SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH

This month i think i going to break a NEW RECORD, for not messaging so much!

This month most probably only 200+ message compared to the first few months i message around 3 thousand+ message in a month? HAHA! So BORED! So BORED!

MILK MILK MILK! I'm loving milk so much, hope i could grow taller with everyday 1 or 2cups of milk. Hehehehe! Have not been studying for days, I felt so guilty not studying.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to those people's birthday on September since there is quite a number of people birthday landed on September :)

May your wishes come true! :D

SO TIRED TIRED, EXHAUSTED! TOO STRESS ALREADY, i think i couldn't take it anymore. Even when sleeping, i kept dreaming of alot of things making me can't sleep in PEACE!

Everyday my day is like so HEAVY and TENSE! SIGHS!

I think i should relax myself! Especially after my 'O's level, i have so many things to do!

I wanted to go Ice-skating, Cycling, Swimming, K-box and also go to find a JOB of course! HAHA! :)

08 / 09 / 2010

2010-09-07T22:48:00.000-07:00

Wooosh! New day, new start! HAHA!

Suddenly wanted to watch movie recently, especially Haunted Changi and Vampire Sucks!

That day, went to watch "The Hole" and i think the story line is totally CRAP! Erh so... speechless. Tick tock tick tock, who wanted to watch movie! Haha!

Ohmygosh! Going Ahma's house this friday, she promise to cook good food for me :D AWESOME, I'm so excited for those food she's going to cook for me.

My computer is dying really soon. Even i online MSN, i often disconnect.

Pathetic pathetic pathetic Computer!

Went to study again yesterday! Looks like almost everyday i went to study LOL!

Ohyeah, i should have my Math Consultation in school library this morning and yesterday morning but i overslept so i miss 2 days of my Math consultation! Hope that they won't take action to those who so called skipped the Math consultation :P

Today is going to be a boring day i think? It's like 2 pm already but i have nothing to do, no event coming up. So Bored! -------zOOooOOOooooOoooOoOOoOOM! Play PSP? HEHEHE! SMILE :)

07 / 09 / 2010

2010-09-06T10:12:00.000-07:00

Woohooo! Nothing to do this week, most probably rotting at home. HAHA!

Feels kinda bored right now but i don't know what to write. Trying to waste time by blogging and listening to songs today! Hmmmmm... I don't know what to do! I'm stress, everyday thinking that 'O's level is coming nearer and nearer and my revision is not yet! STRESS!

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing~ While you smile while you're sleeping, while you are far away when you're dreaming~ I could spend my life in this sweet surrender~~ I could stay last till this moment, forever~ Every moment spend with you is the moment i TREASURE!!

Don't want to close my eyes, i don't want to fall asleep cause i miss you babe and i don't want to miss a thing cause even though when i dream again, the sweetest dream will never do because i still love you babe.

Listen to Windows media player songs and suddenly this song was played, it sounds SWEET! Haha! I don't want to close my eyes, i don't want to fall asleep cause i miss you babe~ HAHA! Just sound so sweet, HAHA!

This few days I went out to study with Liting, ZhenJun and also HuiJuan. God bless me, at least someone asked me out to study or else i will be rotting at home like no one business. I'm speechless but still the same words "many things just happened recently". "Only if" (the word i usually said) but so what! HAHA! Things/ Incident had already happened, no one can change something that already happen isn't it? Forget the past and live for the future? Forgive the past and strive for your success? HAHA! YEAH, I'm starting afresh! WOOOOooSH!

Smile- For me, everyone looks good with a smile. Smile could also brighten someone's day isn't it? HAHA! Knowing that my day will be like !@#$% so why not make somebody's day better by showing them a smile on your face! Smile PLEASE everyone/ anyone, i think if a person smile to me and i will SMILE BACK HAPPILY! HEhehehe! Me and my RUBBiSH i think. Tomorrow there is Remedial lesson from 9am- 11am! Hope that i could wake up cause now IS 1:45 AM!

Same old feeling again but it's alright! i'm strong isn't it :D SMILE SMILE SMILE! :D Wooosh!

Till the day i let you go~ Till we say our next hello, it's not goodbye, Till i see you again. I'll be right here remembering when and the time is on our side~ There will be no tears to cry, down the road and it came tonight, it's not goodbye~

06 / 09 / 2010

2010-09-05T19:54:00.000-07:00

6th September already! 1more month to my 'O's level! Seriously have to buck up a lot more since my target for my results is 13points and below, doesn't minus CCA points if possible.
I've quit L4D2 already, promised that i won't play only after my 'O's finish.
I think recently I'm too stress over some thing? I could even faint at home? HAHA!
That's shocking as that is my first time i fainted at home. At least this time i landed on smooth surface not rough surface unlike 3years back. This totally shocked my family! What happened to me?! Am i that weak! STUPID. Anyway, feel much better after rest but with some big patches of blue-black. HAHA! I'm thinking of something. Something that had troubled me quite some time and it is just like a dream. That little short while, not even last for a minute incident just like few hours of dream to me. That fall hurts so much. HAHA!
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I don't know whether should i go back and play for Regent OPUS V. I wanted to play Marimba for Merry Widow but it's like so... Go back and play and snatch their parts? Some more i wanted to play the Marimba only HAHA! Can share parts with JOANNE but it is like so =.=''' So i'm deciding should i go back and play for the concert? Even go back, i feel like I'm just treated like a glass. So I'm still wondering. HAHA!
Have you ever take the blame, saying sorry when it's not your fault? Saying thanks to people which don't deserve that? HA! i bet most of them had but some of them hadn't. So random.
Someone said that I've no life but so what! Maybe my life is not as interesting as others but at least I'm happy with everything i had right now. Being someone who knows how to appreciate things around ourselves is better than those who hold grudges isn't it right?
SMILE :) SMILE :) SMILE :) smile look better on everyone!

02 / 09 / 2010

2010-09-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

I HATE THAT! i hate that i hate that i hate that i hate that i hate that! I HATE THAT!

Terrible results, my prelim results is much worst than my Mid-year examination!

Social studies from 40/ 50 to 33/50 (-7marks) So disappointing! There goes my A1.

Not only social studies but others subject i did badly (doesn't meet my expectation!)

No more A1 for combine humanities. Although till now every subject i passed but I'm just not happy about it ): Wanted to go out study.

I will CHARGE! This is going to be last mile, I'm going to reach the finish line GO! Anyway, I'm not going to CARE about other thing anymore!

Life4 Dead2 is AWESOME, i think i'm addicted! Wahaha (I played after my prelim so this doesn't count as a reason why i did badly for my Prelim.)

BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!

But who cares, no one give a damn for it! hahahaha! stupid me

29 / 08 / 2010

2010-08-28T09:47:00.000-07:00

SIGH! TALK! LAUGH! SCREAM! SHOUT!

So many things happened during this week or maybe this 2weeks.

Making me so frustrated. Especially quarrel with my dad. That day, after quarrel with my dad i left home that night in a huff and i didn't even know where to go at that moment. Without a home to stay is miserable! Walk from TeckWhye and walk to the BukitBatok road, didn't even know why i walked in that direction? Maybe i could waste more time by walking there and come back again? I didn't even wanted to go home at that time so i didn't went home that day. Somemore, it is Junior Band concert the next day. So TIRED and EXHAUSTED that day day and I'm having Physics paper the next day! Couldn't even have a good rest. I could have skipped the concert and go home and take a good rest that day since my mum called me to go home but i stayed and watch the concert till the end cheering and clapping for my AWESOME juniors!

Anyway so many things has happened not only quarrelling with my dad. Sigh!

Anyway just deactivate my facebook account and hope that i can survive without faecbook! Maybe 1 day? 1 week? 1 month? Never ever touch facebook again?

Just try to focus on studies from now onwards! Onwards Chuaminen! Do my best and show people that i can make it (:

Went back to Band and played on the MARIMBA! At last we got a marimba but I'm graduating this year. So what if Regent got a new marimba? Would they call us back and play with them?

The answer right now is : I don't know, maybe? HAHA!

Right now, feeling down ( with the sour sour feeling) but I'm alright! Feel so free? Have the sense of freedom after that quarrel with my dad! TSK! think of that make me... (roll my eyes)

Happy happy happy happy happy, i command this words to stay with me! :D

Spreading happiness, just hope that others will recieve it. Isn't i suppose to be cheering people up? HAHA! AWESOME, i will do that from today if i could!

So many things i feel like saying out but keeping in heart is better for me. Feel like saying but i know i will never say anything out because ... I don't know! Hahaha. Maybe that is the reason why I Sigh so much! :D

Going to update my blog whenever i feel like, not going to facebook and will try to cut down in messenger (: You found your bestfriend/clique, good for you! :D

16 / 08 / 2010

2010-08-16T00:40:00.000-07:00

HmmmmMM! I so WHATEVER recently! SIGH!

A big huge sigh! SIGH!

Sigh makes me feel better. Maybe you should try? Opps NO, cannot try. Its bad for health :D I Wanted to SMILE so much! SMILE please come back, come back to me!! Sometimes, i talked to myself and laugh! HA! That's the only time i really laugh at myself for doing such a stupid thing! Recently, i got the empty feeling again. Too bored? No event coming up for me except for Examination? Wanted to go out!! Since quite sometimes I've been going out with others. HAHA! Just 1 day, hope that just 1 day i could get back like it was. (better than this empty feeling right now) (:

Maybe band usually take up too much time? Still thought that everything is like the same!

Last year i escape the feel of this "EMPTINESS" by having D&T to kept me BUSY but as for this year, i think i couldn't escape the "BORING-NESS"! Nothing, really nothing could help at this moment i think? Everyone is busy with their stuff( which is really true)

No one will give a damn for anything right now except for thing which related to their work or themselves (:

The truth this year is that I have to face the fact that i really have to buck up to get a good grade for my 'O's. I am thinking too much isn't it? HAHA!

Maybe i am? So hard to explain. SIGH! Just feel that i did something wrong, just so uncomfortable right now.

Everything changed. What am i actually? I hope that i will be just like ROBOT! Is being built to do something for others, don't have any worries and 24/7 they are BUSY. (:

Everyday reached home at about 3p.m and never went out again. HA! Example like last year around 11plus going midnight, i will still went out study with others but this year is LIKE.... EEYYER!

3p.m i reached home, waiting for the "Marvellous" computer to start up! And stared blanky waiting for someone to chat! HAHA! Lifeless ( indeed i am luh! like WTF HAHA!)

Everyday spend hours of time doing the same thing! I really wanted to LAUGH at myself so much!

Yesterday, went to my treasure cupboard( the place i kept my precious item!) and tidy up.

Found so much letters from 2006 Passing out parade then 2007 and etc. HAHA!

Opening the cupboard just let me feel like i had already went back to the past. AWESOME!

Found Christmas cards, birthday cards, P.O.P farewell cards, trip to Philippines and also GIFTS!

HAHA!

Had different BOXER from different people! Like a green one from KEECHONG, thanks!:D Sponge bob and smiley from the AWESOME four. Blue colour from Felicia and 2 cute boxer from Vivian and jasmine! HAHA! Thanks so much to them, now my treasure cupboard is like full of BOXER! THANKS :D :D (Only if my computer is in a good condition, i could upload the photos! )

My wonderful handmade birthday card from the AWESOME four(disband already luh! HAHA) is AWESOME! it's pretty and (y).

And the expired SUNTAN lotion, most probably expired by NOW! HEHE! Just by thinking, I am so happy but i don't know why but everyone now is different. As for "AWESOME four", usually had so much fun and now everyone has lost contact?

Some is busy with this and that. As for me! I don't know why, sometimes i ignored people right? I didn't mean it! SO SORRY! Really sorry :X

I think i should end here! Or else is like long long long grandmother STORY! HEHE!

Thanks EVERYONE that appear in my life. You had left an AWESOME memory for me! ^^

Anyway, my computer is suffering from colour blindness :X couldn't add too much colour cause i can't see any different!

TALKS!

2010-08-12T03:14:00.000-07:00

Tried to be the best of me!

Felt so Uncomfortable without talking, so bored. This shows that CHUAMINEN is irritating uh?

Gosh! Not that i doesn't want to talk/ say something but there's no one i could talk to.

Like who will be free talking to me everyday! Talk too much equals to IRRITATING, choose not to talk equals to EMOING!

Like what the heck! No okay! HAHA!

I just wanted to talk so much so much which no one could ever end the conversation when talking to me! HAHA! Now feel so EMPTY without anyone that could message me all day long :)

I used to tell myself that BORING is going out of my dictionary but it just stuck there!

Like WhyWhyWhy? Can't i find something to do?! !(*&%$

Speechless. Had the same feeling that nothing is going to care for anything or anyone.

This world is like WOW! My brain is not functioning well! TALK to me, haha!

Tomorrow is Chinese prelim! I shall do my best, revise hard and also WORK hard for it!

GOGOGO! Shoutscreamshuts!

My mood just went down so much. ):

Cheer me up. WAHAHA! Found that i had seal the inner self in me.

Just not a wonderful day today although i say that it will be.

smile~

2010-08-07T21:58:00.000-07:00

Computer having problem! Not using till my computer recover :D

04 / 08 / 2010

2010-08-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow English PRELIM! :) All the best for myself

Extremely bored at home. I fall asleep while i was using Facebook, so bored HAHA!

Msn no one to chat to ): Worst than 对牛弹琴! All either busy, or some rather IGNORE ME! LOL

Nevermind. Must get use to it! I shall go and study for tomorrow English prelim by remembering all the FORMAT! :D

Wonderful day, believing that tomorrow will be better! Woohooo!

03 / 08 / 2010

2010-08-03T03:19:00.000-07:00

WOOOHOO!

I'm a Happy man today. yeah, i am! (:

School is AWESOME! 3 periods of D&T/ POA which is equal to my 3Free period.

Nothing much had happen today maybe today is my day? I just feel that something good is coming to me. :D

I blog again... I think i am really bored and that's why i have the time to blog!

All those rubbish!

Tomorrow the common test will be starting for All Secondary1 to 3s. All the best to them (:

Combined humanities! I wanted to aim A1 for Prelim! Wahaha!

Going to have intensive revision for myself! GOGOGO! yeah dude! I probably have split personality. HAHA! Just joking. When I'm having a bad day, I am a pessimistic person. When I'm having a good day, I am an optimistic person! But sometimes, something just happened and my day was RUINED by it or rather it BRIGHTEN up my day!

Talk talk talk. No topic to chat, nobody to chat with anyway. HAHAHA!

Busybusybusybusybusy! Yeahyeah, not me.

Happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy, It's going to be ME. The happy ME again! My mood is so hyper right now, i think i cheer myself up. Bored! Heeee! :)

31 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-30T09:27:00.000-07:00

WoshWoshWosh! Rain rain .

rain (:

Part of today is AWESOME but some other part is like Sigh... Not going to mention it!

Today match was POSTPONE to further notice but where the heck will we have time FOR THAT? Because of inter-class competition, my little toe blister is killing me. Blame myself for wearing the wrong shoe yesterday. So painful and uncomfortable ):

Currently walking like a lame.

My muscle start to ACHE so much so much! HORRIBLE!

Dunking section is AWESOME especially the teachers get dunk into the pool of water!

The feeling now is like something lost but don't know what's that thing! Hmmmmm.

Messaging others is like... SIGH. Sending a little message and waited for the reply is like waiting for message from another planet to reach the Earth! So freaking long. I shall stop complaining and keep quiet then! :D SO IRRITATING right! (I'm always annoying and that's what i hate it)

Wahahaha! i shall not say anything from now. Everything is like ORHokay and Blame myself then! All my fault HAHA!

Terrible so terrible! Not feeling well and tomorrow is going to bored me OUT! :(

Didn't have the chance to take photo with the mascots"Lyo" & "Merly"

have much fun anyway (:

Do i look like transparent or translucent! No existence at all! STUPID (: HAHA! okay, no more complaining. Shall blame myself for everything alright! Everything shall be my fault then! All my fault all my fault! :D

Smile! Wonderful days are coming up! Looking forward, once it is pass i shall not look back!

29 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-29T06:19:00.000-07:00

AWESOME!

Today is the start of sport carnival preliminary rounds!

Went to played captain ball for the first 2 matches because those handball's player are not back from their Matches. So TIRING! Sports carnival is meant to drain all the student energy away isn't it? HAHA! After playing 2rounds of Captain ball, went to played for Floor ball! Whahaha!

1st match we draw.

2nd match we won with the score of 1-0

3rd match? we won or maybe there isn't any 3rd match!

4th match we won with the score of 3-0! OWNAGE! Wahahaha!

and last match, we lose by the score of 1-0.

AWESOME games!

After playing the games, i almost run out of breathe! So tiring but FUN (: Since a long time i have been exercising! Tomorrow going to be the last match we going to played?

GOGOGO! I know we can do it (:

Anyway the Virus of fever, cough, flu and etc illness are really SPREADING around very fast!

Please take good care of your health and have a good rest if you need to! (you know who you are! )CHEESE! :D

WONDERFUL DAY!

Tomorrow will be better (: SMILE!

28 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-28T03:57:00.000-07:00

TALK TO ME! :(

Sigh! Felt so restless and bored.

Hmmmm. Handed in my testimonial At Last, i has been dragging the hand up time for 1week?

Awwwww, this few days my mood is getting better but Am i still able to hold on to it Longer.

HAHA! Probably being bored has bring down my mood! Hehe! (:

Wondering anything can keep me HYPER. Wahaha!

Using facebook everyday whenever i am using my computer and not studying at HOME!

What the HECK am I doing! Laugh.

Tomorrow having preliminary. We must win the Captain Ball! HAHA! i know we can!

BING BANG BOMB BAM! I am so lame but i am NOT LAMER!

So free free free free free free free free free free free free free~

If you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone, who cares for you

If you feeling sad my heart gets colder.

A few lines from Cry on my shoulder. So nice, always my few favourite songs (:

yeah, anyone need my shoulder? I can lend you, It's totally FREE :D

Smile~ (:

27 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

Woooooo! I AM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW.

Decided to wash my AWESOME school shoe, tomorrow my school shoe shall be very white already. Hope that it will dry as FAST as POSSIBLE! (:

I think i shall take a NAP! No one is online to chat with me, SIGH!

I will sure BORED to death if this carries on. 'O's level coming! around 80+ DAYS!

GOGOGOGO! I can make it, believing is a step to SUCCESS!

My bag is FULL of worksheet from different subjects! HOW? Shall go and tidy up when i have time (:

Going to take a NAP! SO "FUN" right now. "FUN"!

Today is going to be a Amazing day for me isn't it? To you out there, YES YOU! CHEERUP (:

24 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-23T23:15:00.000-07:00

Woosh! Today shall be a GOOD day of mine although it's Not.
It's already afternoon but i haven't eaten my breakfast YET. I'm so hungry but also lazy to buy food and eat at this moment. Don't feel like going out alone to buy my food. I think i shall strave until someone get food for me. ( Most likely it will be dinner time! )

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对牛弹琴! why suddenly so many COWS! PISS-ED!

Wow, I'm wasting time like no one else business. So free right now (:

I've been sitting in front of my computer since 10am and now is like going to 3pm? Browsing around and using Facebook. Couldn't concentrate on my work! Haha! Computer is addicting although you know that there is nothing you could do with it.

Message! Message! My inbox is dead with no updates! Message me, feel so free without anyone to message with (:

At least i have my Bejeweled, the game that i always played to kill my free TIME!

Wow, I'm so going to be dead. Still gaming! It's 2 month away.

Wondering, Will my results for 'O's level be good? :D Although i have plenty of free time, i am not using it wisely! Damn it! Alone at home just can't help me to concentrate on my STUDIES!

STARE BLANKY O.O!

I wanted to say something! I AM NOT EMO neither I AM A LONER! :)

Sometimes, Shutup and keep quiet is better compare to the IRRITATING person which always annoyed people right! Since everyone have people to talk to/ entertain, I shall keep QUIET! HAHA! Listen to the beauty of silence (:

:) SMILES, it doesn't matter! HAHA! who cares.

I'm not emotional , really I'm NOT :D HAHAHAHAHAH!

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23 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

SIBF is over. We got a sliver of 86.31% - Good job but I believe they can do much better.

Finally it's over. Going to focus so much more on my STUDIES!

SPEECHLESS. Nothing much is happening in my life (:

Internet explorer is LAGGING like... My computer really SUCKS!

Sigh.

20 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-20T01:20:00.001-07:00

Just finish my Chinese Listening Comprehension and Now I'm so bored!

Probably Rotting + Decomposing.

Hope I get FULL marks for my Listening Comprehension (:

Today, probably not a GOOD day for me! HAHA!

SIGH! I will be cheerful ALWAYS! :D

SIBF is 2days away from today, I can see effort in my secondary 1s but i don't think they put their best yet. Hope that this SIBF is like a experience for them and to the others.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...... Speechless!

-Never ever take your friends for granted. Likely to be said that never take things for granted! (:

SMILE! I believe tomorrow will be much better than today!

18 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-17T19:42:00.000-07:00

Yeahyeah.

Whatever

TONS OF EXCUSES!

Smile and everything will be okay (:

16 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-16T08:03:00.000-07:00

YES! :) CHUAMINEN. I'll be stronger just like a Waving Flag.

Smile more! I'm going to live my life to the fullest from now on! Spread the happiness with my widest smile. Smile with me (always the cheerful me from now onwards)

Even something is going to hurt me i will still hang on with my smile (:

If you know something is going to hurt you, Please hang on to it!

I learn to live by myself! I knew i can do it. Now is Currently 11:11pm.

BORED is not going to stay in my dictionary. I should look on a POSITIVE SIDE!

Change the word BORED to my free time.

Cheese! SMILE! How optimistic of me :D

I'm a fool again! (:

15 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-15T04:31:00.000-07:00

Today is probably not MY DAY! I hate it!

Can't focus in class for the whole day because i felt SO SLEEPY ._. Currently having big PANDA eye. Slept in class and doze off during Physics Lesson.

I'm so bored right now! I wanted to do my work but i can't focus at home.

I want to go out and do my Homework so i can catch up with the others!

WHY am I so sleepy!? TSK! Most likely is because of Band Night Practise yesterday.

That is freaking going tired me out. Feel like scolding them so that they can IMPROVE but...

later they hold grudges against me then again I'll become the bad guy.

Like what the. If my Secondary 1s Percussionist doesn't want to count when we're going through the pieces, what do they expect to play on the competition? To be ON TIME?

Most likely every time they played correctly were by chance.

Hmmm.. No effort! So PISS but couldn't say any thing. Maybe my attitude talking to them is a little too harsh? Seriously i think there is no time. Sigh! Don't want to comment anything.

NO WONDER I FEEL SO SLEEPY! Band drained my energy again.

SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH!

So bored right now ): Earpiece spoil again, I've to buy a new earpiece!

Outgoing person shouldn't be staying at home, they'll probably bored to death.

I shall get USE to it! MUST MUST!

Hmmmm. No one wanted to go out. HAHA! SO BORED SO BORED.

If i had the chance to go out, where can i go?

Really bored and can't do anything at home. I want to talk! Someone to talk with ): Haha.

Baby i know the story

I've seen the picture is written all over you face.

Tell me whats the secret

That you've been hiding and who's gonna take my place.

I should've seen it coming, I should have read the signs.

Anyway, I guess IT'S OVER.

Can't believe that I'm a fool again~

FOOL FOOL! I'M A FOOL (:

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14 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-13T09:46:00.000-07:00

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MARVELLOUS.

I love it so much!

Beginning of the day, i thought that my day is going to be really BAD!

So many bad things happened on me this morning, somehow a little piss off in the morning?

But after that, got home just my Laptop and BOOM. Many things went well.

I won 1000 000 coins in Bejeweled! Jackpot and scored around 300k for my score? First time in Bejeweled history i score that much!

(=.= equals to ._. brother!) Whoever come out with this is so LAME!

Shall use ._. more than =.=Haha! Although is like copying someone but ._. really looks more cuter than the expression =.=

Went out for SNYO concert. Wonderful. I like the timpani player style!

Today is MARVELLOUS and i believe that tomorrow will be MUCH BETTER!

I'M HAPPY TODAY. SLEEP IN PEACE :)

Thanks so much for today.

2010-07-12T09:43:00.001-07:00

IRRITATED! ANNOYED! IDK WHY. TSK! PISS OFF?
what happened! Today is just a bad day for me.
What happened! I don't even know ):
Cause you had a bad day...

12 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-11T09:05:00.000-07:00

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Got people talk to me for the whole day! Isn't it AWESOME (:

Went to ION orchard with my sister again! This time she went to shop for her tank top shirt and i went to buy my new SLIPPER at Wheelock New urban male shop. It's black and orange and i just like it so MUCH! Cost my sister $39.90 (:

Went to eat at AJITEN again like last week. I thought that their service is going to be better but it's still the same! SUCKS! Haha!

So bored and i just play with the water when i am waiting for my sister to finish her dessert.
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Bought my slipper, Next item i wanted to have is WALLET!

SighSighSighSigh!
Sometimes just feel like CHUAMINEN! you're an EXTRA

Like i'm a person that nobody will go and bother to care.

Defination of extra- Something additional: something additional or unexpected!

TALK to me more! I'm talkative! WAhaha! So bored recently (:SMILE!

-Now i feel free again, so innocent. Cause someone makes me whole again for sure. I'll find another you! (:

11 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-10T11:12:00.001-07:00

TIRING day. My energy is being drained by BAND!

Woke up early in the morning to have breakfast with same pupils, I mean those band people i usually hangout with. So FUN! AWESOME (:

Went for band and So many things were done today and hope that everyone in Band could really know the importance of Singapore International Band Festival.

Not much practices left to SIBF! Have to BUCK UP! GOGOGOGO!

Erm.. Help the secondary 1s for their pieces? - Really hope they can play on the Competition day and will not get nervous and end up LOST in the pieces! My greatest FEAR!

Really hope that Regent Wind Symphony this time can try their best and achieve what they can!

I KNOW THEY CAN! Just have to count sometimes! :)

I think i just gained WEIGHT and this is what I want! Anyway, i shall not eat that much already because my stomach is POPPING out! SIGH!

More and more busy man is appearing in my life! Everyone now is BUSY!

I'm wondering what happened suddenly? Everyone seems to be like they have no time for anything. Is this a Good or a Bad?

SighSighSighSighSighSigh! Hahahahahahahahaha! (:

Coughing like what the....

Anyway, heard about Shuqun and Peirce National Band Competition. Congratulation for them (:

I know we can do it too!

Why am i suddenly so engross with BAND! I should be graduating right now isn't it and study for my 'O's Level. Tsk but anyway, Competition is coming so i just feel like emphasise on Band more than Studies over this 2weeks! Nothing is going to affect me after SIBF! Going to have intensive study for myself!

Anyone who is really free to go out to study, Please call me to go too after SIBF!

-What hurts the most is being so close. And having so much to say And watching you walk away.

never knowing, what could have been. And not seeing loving you, Is what i was trying to do.

Lyrics! I like the lyrics, THUMBS UP! TALK TALK TALK.

Chuaminen is talkative! Talk to me ):

2010-07-08T15:15:00.000-07:00

SMILE
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The words is Nice right? HAHA!
AWESOME start of the day (: 6:16 a.m NOW.
Oh! May God Bless me! I didn't do my Geography homework ):
RAWR! :) Going to be a wonderful day today. Yeah!

06 / 07 / 2010

2010-07-06T01:11:00.000-07:00

Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down. you sing a sad song just to turn it around!

You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie....

I like the LYRICS anyway, maybe i'm have a bad day?

Staying at home is really going to Kill me!

Why? Why? Why can't I study at home! TSKTSK. Never will i be able to study if I'm at home!

Speechless! It's not the same anymore! I shall figure out myself then.

Finding someone to study with me right now.

keechong/ saiyuan asked me to go study with those group. Yeah but i don't think i will go (:

They are like one clique than i will sure be an EXTRA among them and end up looking like a fool.

somehow i will sure feel left out. yeah! Anyway, thanks for asking. Really appreciate alot :D

Hmmmmm. What to do? Play DragonFable, Runescape or Battleon! HAHA!

Freaking Boring!

Yeah. I believe that tomorrow will sure be better than today!

Believe is one of the greatest power to help you achieve in what you want! -Chuaminen!

Indecisive

Something is just not right, not same anymore. what is it? I am nothing to anybody.

05 / 06 / 2010

2010-07-04T13:09:00.000-07:00

Now is 05/06 /2010, 4:15a.m and I'm starting to blog.

Let's see what time will i end and go to bed?

No one ASK ME OUT to Study or Play (except sports!)

Went out on a BORING DAY 04/06/2010!

Woke up around 2? Went to ION orchard again with my sister. Actually wanted to buy herself a shirt which cost $180 but in the end the design of the shirt is not what she wanted.

So went and get our self something to eat? Takoyaki at ION orchard Basement! Yummy :D

Went to Dhouby Ghaut and get something to eat again! This time we were looking for dessert (:

Decided to go to AJITEN? The restaurant just located beside AJISEN inside PlazaSingapura.

The Worker inside is FREAKING... SPEECHLESS! no one wanted to serve us for around 20mins? I mean like if the restaurant is busy i have no comment but the fact is only few tables of customer there. What the heck is that! Anyway, my sis had her dessert and i have my dinner.

My curry Rice and her dessert! :)

Then, went to Takashimaya to buy her shoe from Fred Perry? Cost her about $100+? <>

What the... Rich. Some more, she said that she wanted to buy me one pair of Fred Perry shoe which also cost around $130+?

Of course, i told her that i want it but at last i decided to buy school shoe from Converse instead.

School shoe is more important. Yay! New school shoe! No more ugly black shoe with HOLE! :D

Got home at last around 10:30p.m?

So bored :( I just dont like it, in another words I HATE IT!!

No one is free to go out nowadays... SIGH! Felt so RESTLESS at home.

Wanted to go out desperately! Hmmm, no one will be free. Go out on my own? LOL!

Hope that someone will just ask me out EVERYday so that i will not rot at home like...

MAKE MY DAY ROCKS! HAHA!

This few days i found out that my mood have a TREND. once anyone stop talking to me, i'll will just stop talking and my mood just went down so fast that i didnt even have the mood to keep myself HYPER/ HIGH! What Happened? SIGH! SIGH! SIGH!

05 / 06 /2010 will be staying at HOME! Anyone wanted to ask me out even for study or what?

-ASK ME OUT! Hmmmm.. sigh!- now is 05:10 a.m =)

CHEESE! Wonderful day will come (:

-Because of you i found it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you, I am afraid (:

21 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

Wohoo. So weird so weird :)

Being nice just doesn't pay you GOOD! Tsk!

Now 4:44 PM! Chuaminen is freaking bored rotting at home! HAHA!
Just got new crumpler bag! A black crumpler bag and the best is i'm going to pay half PRICE for that! The song Tonight is so nice (i'm so random)

Going to rot at home from now. All the way till night time?

minen is going to crazy because he is going to rot at home and bored to death!

Nothing interesting going on this few days. Not much event going on this week.

Passing Out Parade! I don't feel like i'm graduating this year ):

Will this passing out parade FUN? Hope so! Cool!

Everything is so weird :) so weird so weird.

I feel that everything is like changing? Not the same anymore. HEHE so weird so weird!

Wonderful day? :D

12 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-12T04:53:00.000-07:00

Hhmmm.. No comments (:
Went to study and everyone is like ignoring each other. In their own clique in another words!
Japanese graffiti played from my phone. Suddenly remember some good times i've spend in band.
Especially those laughter with the section. I don't think now i will have good memories in band! HA! The section doesn't feel lively anymore with those kind of juniors. How i wish they will talk more.
Everyone have their own things to do and another thing is the section is not as lively as before.
GaveUp totally on it i think. Maybe there will be a tiny tiny tiny chance.
Speechless, I totally acted like an idiot recently. A BIG 白痴 indeed (:

Found out that i going to adapt back to those independent days i had already.

Everything done had their reasons. Not blaming anyone, just me i think.

Never be the same again i think. you can sure see the distance compare to before.

No more smiley. NO more smiley. I'm not EMO! NO NO NO! HAHA!

FOUND A WONDERFUL SONG, WAVING FLAG! WAVING FLAG!

This post it is so cool! I'll be there for my friends! HA! If they need me, which i don't think they will. Yeah. I'm so like wth..... Right. yeah yeah yeah. That's me! I wonder how much your best friend knows you? Does they know what you're thinking? How you feel? HAHA! Anyway, I'm a.... HEHE! This is optimistic okay. I'll look at brighter side of my life~ HA! CHEERUP MAN! CHUAMINEN YOU ROCKS!

11 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-11T07:08:00.000-07:00

I've totally nothing to do! I'm bored enough to post something on blog almost everyday this week? =.='' Herm.. Today is not really that bad, went to school to help friends out for their D&T although i don't have any lesson today. So helpful of me, yeah (:

FIFA world cup.

I think i should go for sleep early! CHUAMINEN is not going to band tomorrow!
Hell yeah! Next practice is also not going too (: *twitst.
Irritated by boringness (: Found that Facebook does really helps me kill my time. Anyway, I'm going to be free this coming weeks/ upcoming month. HAHA! Save me from rotting at home! Geees.

Ohgosh, Why am i thinking so much things when I'm staying at home! Running helps me to CHILL down (: RUN RUN RUN!
If only i know what you are thinking, I would able to know what to do. A way to solve maybe telling me what you're thinking. (:

10 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-10T08:03:00.000-07:00

Everything changed, have you spotted the difference yet? (:

OhMy... Why is everything happening so fast in this few days? Probably I've speed things up!

Miserable! Yeah, not me!

Whatever, whatever, whatever, whatever.

I don't think i will be going back to band that often anymore. Yeah! Decision made!

Laptop, I've started to love you so much! you brighten my day cause you're somehow my listening ear.

ACTIONS ALWAYS SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES! :D why people said that to you? Have you wonder why? Maybe it's just a casual question maybe it's not. HAHA!

Totally agree to it! :D MINEN is going to live by his own cause Everything is changing.
I'm HAPPY! I am now HAPPY~ (:
Hate me? Whatever ~ I'm not going to entertain people that not worth me to entertain them. What I get after entertaining someone? I'll tell you the truth, It's NOTHING OKAY! It is just some humiliation sometimes! Tired of getting ignored, maybe i just doesn't feel the existance in someplaces! :D

My life, my way and you will not get into my way. I can still LAUGH (:
Everything just changed. you don't think so? I'll tell you i think so! CHEERS!

09 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

WOHOO! I'm too bored recently :)
Really had nothing to do so just blog for this few days. I found something to keep me alive and that's my LAPTOP! HAHA!

Freaking BORED! My day was somehow ruined, no one wanted to accompany me for JOGGING! TSK!

Anyway, I see myself becoming stronger these day than before already. If anyone is free Please ask me out, I will be too happy for going out!

I know that I've been a SPOILER recently too. HEHE!

WHATEVER! I don't care already.

If you're going to ignore me, Let it be! If you want to ask me out, I wont hesitate to say YES if I'm free. I will never going to live in somebody else LIFE again! Instead, I will lead my own life. Choose my own path for my future or whatever :)

The most selfish 1 letter word: I. Avoid it.

The most satisfying 2 letter word: We. Use it.

The most poisonous 3 letter word: Ego. Kill it.

The most used 4 letter word: Love. Value it.

The most pleasing 5 letter word: Smile. Keep it.

The fastest spreading 6 letter word: Rumour. Ignore it.

The hardest working 7 letter word: Success. Achieve it.

The most enviable 8 letter word: Jealousy. Distance it.

The most powerful 9 letter word: Knowledge. Acquire it.

The most essential 10 letter word: Confidence. Trust it.

I'm happy with my current state now!

This is my life and I'm going to be happy for this moment!

CHEERS! A whole new person.
If you hate me so much, I've nothing to say :D

I know there isn't anyone who hate me! :) HAHA!

08 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-08T06:19:00.001-07:00

:) Today is good but I am still very bored!

Hope that everyday is filled with EXCITEMENT and also hoped that everyday will be a BUSY DAY! :D

I think sometimes, this message just tell us everything. Sometimes, don't advice someone to be themselves as that may not be a better choice.

Being a person that doesn't show your true self is much worst/ scary than those people who show themselves out in front of the others. (:

HOPE HOPE HOPE that tomorrow will be better :D CHEESE!
My friends, YOU ROCKS. They are the people who ROCK my life! :)
CHEESE! CHEERUP :)

07 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-07T08:44:00.000-07:00

Today is such an AWESOME DAY :) HIP HIP- HURRAY! HIP HIP- HURRAY! :D

Today had so much fun? :)

Just hope that everyday is kinda as Wonderful like today!

Tomorrow will be much better, i believe! :D

2010-06-06T23:39:00.000-07:00

Today is going to BORED ME OUT! MISERABLE!!!! :D

06 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-05T19:58:00.001-07:00

YEAH! I'm going to be STRONG AGAIN! :)

WHATEVER. Live by my own, live like the past :D

STRONG STRONG STRONG! HAHA!

It's not the same anymore, no more fun we always had before. Don't seems to trust me now. Now, we seems to be like stranger more. There will always be a crack line even after we tried to piece those broken mirror. Things changes! I've to stay Cheerup always!
Independent year. HAHA!

Nothing is going to affect me. I will choose the best path for MYSELF.

My life, my path. SO SCRAM :D

Meaningful? :D HAHA!

Everything will be alright! ALWAYS. You rather tell them then telling me

05 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-05T07:49:00.000-07:00

SUCKS! Today is not my day :) Those day that i think it SUCK = Not my day.

Today is just A EXTRA day. Being an extra for whole day long =.=''

Went early for band with Keechong and Saiyuan but Saiyuan is late so...

Reached school but i have nothing to DO! See! I'm an EXTRA! So early for what? HA!

Went for basketball with those people. Feel like RUNNING! :) Maybe a midnight Marathon till morning? Crazy? Or maybe it is FUN :D

So freaking EXTRA anyway! EXTRA no.1 of the day.

After basketball they wanted to eat dinner but i decided to went home first!
I JUST SPOILED EVERYONE MOOD!! Sigh :)

I'm always like this. I think someone is FED-UP already.

I think someone is hating me, I'm HOPELESS! I think my prediction will be right.

Everyone changes i think. Maybe this time is me? :)

Today is just not my day.

SPOILER + EXTRA x2 = SUCKER :D

So what am I today? HA! you know the answer

Tomorrow will be better isn't it! GOGOGO!

04 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-04T10:07:00.001-07:00

Today is MUCH better than YESTERDAY! AWESOME :)
Just Hope that tomorrow WILL BE MUCH BETTER :D
Someone/ Something just MADE my day GREAT! WOHOO! HAHA!
Woke up, ZhenJun message me and asked me out for study so I agreed. By the way, I know that I will not be doing anything else the next few hours.
Around 2pm reached lotOne library then went to study. Awhile later LiTing also came to study too.
Crack some jokes, learn how to draw an EYE!
Went home at 5pm to prepare and asked Keechong out to accompany me to buy my brother clothes? :)
Met him around 6pm and went to Bugis to stuff for my brother! HA!
(Money is provided for me to buy things for him! Buy anything I wanted!)
Have to thanks him so much for accompany me to bugis :D LOL!
Meet Yizhe at Bukit Batok to go for Suling’s Grandfater wake.
Yeah. Somehow have quite a lot of fun today.
CHEERUP! TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER! I LOVE YOU TOMORROW! :D

Pictures are extract from ASLYN blog :D Find it so MEANINGFUL :D

I think a goodnight message does helps to make me sleep better!

minensaysCHEESE!

03 / 06 / 2010

2010-06-03T08:50:00.001-07:00

02062010- Went to school and then went for sectional, went to play basketball with Keechong, daniel, yaukuen and the others. I lose every match, I think should stop playing anyway i not good at playing basketball. Felt so helpless and Useless! HA!

03062010-Today is JUST NOT MY day. Had a bad headache this morning and went to class to take a nap, maybe because that I do not have enough SLEEP? And too much exercise the day before? Before that, went to school and meet up will the same people and my temper went off. Many things don’t goes well anyway.
Went to band for awhile, I feel so strange like there is no one to talk to. Maybe i shouldn't turn up anyway. Zhihao asked me accompany him to cut his hair but in the end he call it off and went to LotOne with others.

No choice but to go home so i decided to walk home instead of taking bus, anyway i couldn't do anything much at home. Walked for around 45minutes to reach home from school. Tried to waste as much time as i can :)
Got home and no one is at home, SEE everything seems to be FATE that today will be a BAD day for me. Online for MSN, no one chat and facebook is really bored! Went for a NAP woke up around 0730? Went to MSN again (sigh), wondering how would i be able to sit in front of my computer staring it and does nothing just now!
Today is just not my day. Everything doesn't seem to go right.

Just hope that tomorrow will be much better than this two day :)
This feeling is starting to kill me, the feeling of BOREDNESS!
Someone said that I'm a NOlife person, quite true.
Whatever it is.
I will start every fresh again :D
How i wish i met an accident that make me lost my memory and start every FRESH.
At that point, i believe that i will choose a better path for my life :)
Everything is going to make me stronger than before.
Writing out just make me felt so much better.
Sometimes, I wonder why I should live for. I should change my life with those people that wanted to lead a normal life like those who were born mentally disable or what. I'm sure that this people will treasure their live more than i treasure it.

CHEERUP!
I think i am transparent or maybe an EXTRA that pop out in others people life :)
I'll be much happier if someone is going to tell me what my bad point is.
By not telling me the truth, I can't do anything.
CHEERUP! CHEERUP :D

By the way, I AM NOT EMO!
From- A Selfish guy that always think of himself :D

28 / 05 / 2010

2010-05-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

Today i had a FANTASTIC day :)

Hope that everyday will be as Wonderful like today!

I WANT A BIG HUG!

Seriously nothing much to write in this blog, it's going to be a dead BLOG!

This blog is strongly discourage for people to read :)

Have to buck up for Chinese O's level this coming Monday!

Countdown 1 more day to go

Happy Birthday HuiYi, Hope that she won't revenge from the 3 cake smash for her.

Teokeechong, there's nothing here for you to read! Too Bad.

Cheers & Smile & keep your day Bright! I can be optimistic!

26 / 5 / 2010

2010-05-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

Start NEW from now onwards (:

Just got back my result, total aggregate L1R4 = 21

English -D7, Mathematics - C5, Combine Humanities - A1, Science - B4, Chinese - B4

Total aggregate is 21!

Tsk but i still got 6th in CLASS over 43! 79% in percentile ranking for level?

Anyway if i substitute in one of the subject like Chinese or Science to d&T, i will get aggregate of

L1R4 = 19! then L1R5 will be 23 then. Oh, my results really SUCKS for mid year.

This coming Monday i will be having Chinese O's level Examination :)

Feel GREAT after my bath every time even I'm angry by something else.

Results! Go go go, I can do it.

Cheerup, the people out there if you're unhappy.

Wonderful mood right now :)

12 / 4 / 2010

2010-04-12T05:50:00.000-07:00

Message to CHUA MIN EN!

Did i done anything wrong? Why does everything seems to be my fault?

And can you just be independent MinEn. Wake up please

Just smile everyday and everything will be done as you wish (:

Stop relying on someone could you?

You've to be INDEPENDENT.

I know I CAN (:

i feel happy whenever someone talk to me (:

cheerup.

Just feel better saying things to someone/ writing it out (:

4 / 1 / 2010

2010-04-01T08:28:00.000-07:00

Just took back my results today (:

Somehow got around L1R4: 21 (with Chinese)
Engligh : B4
Chinese : E8
Mathematics: A2
Combine Humanities : B4
Combine Science : B3 Total L1R4 = 21

L1R4: 15 ( If i substitute chinese with Design Technology )
English: B4
Mathematics: A2
Combine Humanities: B4
Combine Science: B3
Design & Technology: A2 Total L1R4 = 15 (:

Unhappy with my results. Sigh!
Other than this, problems coming from my Dad again. Quarrel with neighbour again & again.
So TIRED of these problem... Hope this problem can solve out fast (:
Stress seem to pop up from everywhere! Remedial going to start every week from Monday to Friday ( Till around 4.30 everyday?! )

CHEERUP (: I CAN. Cheerup for the people around you :D
Happy Birthday to Suhaila too (:

CheerMeUp! :D

07 / 03 / 2010

2010-03-06T19:55:00.000-08:00

Just took back all my paper but haven't finalise the marks yet.
This year just focus on 3 Main subject, Combine Humanities, Combine Science and Mathemathic excluding English and Chinese. As i have already drop my Amath and complete my D&t with an A2 :D

English, 18/ 25 for my summary test :D
Chinese, 19½ / 65 for paper 2!
Mathematics, 20 / 40
Geography, 16/ 25
Social Studies, 7/ 15
Chemistry, 23.5 / 50
Physics, 38 /50
Surprisingly, i did not FAIL my English but anyway I'm just not happy with my results.
Must study a lot harder from now ON :)
Finalise marks for Chinese is 39.5 / 100 ( F9 ) =.=''
I'm sure i can make it this year! Laugh

I HAVE A BLOG SHOP WHICH IS ROTTING :D
Actually there is a lot more items you can buy at :http://tw.bid.yahoo.com/ (Taiwan Spree)
Any enquires, just send me a mail about the item with it's link so i know which item you are referring to... Those item didn't include shipping and agent fee. But the price I'll send back via any enquires from is the price you have to pay.

13 / 1 / 2010

2010-02-12T20:36:00.000-08:00

New year new stuff :)

2010 the year of tiger. Will the year be tough? No one can predict it.
Everything is changing, even the people among us change.
Should I follow them or should I not? Maybe I do but I didn't notice that

Throw the unhappiness behind and leave a memory for that.
Looking forward for happiness and keep everyone cheerful always.
Things which will never change don't ever wait.

For me, friends is a part of my family
But for the others, will they treat their friend part of their family?
Yesterday was the day i tired myself out.
Quarrel with my dad over some stupid things, affected my mood.
Many things didn't go well as i was expected.

Staying at home is really bored. Looking at MSN, only 10 out of 100+ people online =.=''
Everyone was out doing their stuff. Playing, Shopping and etc.
What i does was starring on my computer and daydream :)

Whatever it is everyone have their things to do.
What i really hope is i can have a good sleep, a dream that never ends... :)

1 / 2 / 2010

2010-02-01T06:13:00.001-08:00

SIGH. Went to school and survive in my physic class just now in school (:

Chinese homework again =.=''

Going to bored to death. Other than Chinese, i don't think i have any homework that i need to rush for it (:

Having band today. Sucks to the core =.=''

Practicing etudes and stuff like major skills? HA HA!

Really hate talking to wall.

Especially during the time that i really don't feel like playing but it's okay.

Tell myself to take a deep breath and slowly breath out & also told myself that forgive and forget

& Everthing will be fine (:

i feel better writing things out (:

30 / 1 / 2010

2010-01-30T06:53:00.000-08:00

DEAD BLOG :)

CLOSING BLOG SOON.

9 / 1 / 2010

2010-01-09T05:05:00.001-08:00

This year, a fresh new year. Everything is going to start from the
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beginning again.
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Have lots of things to learn from now (:
Got to class 5-2 cause i got a ABSENT for my A-math, Most of my 4-2 classmates got to 5-1!
Why not me! Anyway, just focus on studies this year. I'm sure i will do well for my O's.

Went to Singapore Polytechnic Open house the other day.
I'm interested in Nautical Studies(Maritime)! HAHA! But this is only offered by DAE (Direct school admission). 12months of sea training, this totally wowed me.
O's level results coming on MONDAY!
Waiting for my Design &Technology results! Hope i got an A's for it (:

Sighed~ Sighed~!
Sick and tired of Band practice nowadays. =.=''
Today is just not my day. No mood for anything. Probably I’m too tired? Probably I’m not?
Tried to cheer myself up lots of time :(
Wanted to go for Polytechnic open house BUT too bad it ends today.
Strive for the best! I will sure cherish my secondary school life :D

Friends actually cares for you (:

Saw a short video clip and wanted to show all my friends in my life which is YOU this video clip (:
CLICK CLICK! <<< May you be blessed (: Sometimes, I really don’t feel like smiling BUT smiling can just make your friends feels better.
Showing a face of depression just make them feel that you are depressed and because of it, things will be harder to explain to them sometimes. Things always kept in heart as I know secret will sure leak out someday.
No more confidence in keeping any secrets, loving someone. Never will i get to a relationship till i gain back my confidence. (:

1 / 1 / 2009

2009-12-31T23:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

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.EVERYONE! :D
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Wish you have a happy and prosperity year (:
Just open a blogshop. MUST GO AND BUY THINGS FROM ME OKAY.
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Please take a look at my new blogshop! It's NEW, I'm selling Guys clothes and girls bags (:
Shipping fees will be included in the price. Leaves some comment too. THANKS!

21 / 12 / 2009

2009-12-20T22:40:00.000-08:00

I've passed my 'N' level
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with 16 points (:
I got four for my English and Combine humanities, two for my Math, three for my Chinese and Science. Freaking happy with my results although it is not really good compare to the others.
Promoted to secondary5 next year. Waiting for my 'O' level Design and technology results, hope i can get at least a A2 for it.

Just changed my number to 94514184 as i will be using line instead of prepaid.
Unlimited sms (:
Watching naruto when i am free. On episode 20 already, don't have much time cause i am having work. =.=''
Working on weekdays : 5pm - 9pm , Weekends : 12noon - 9pm.
Working is STRESS but fun. XD

10 / 12 / 2009

2009-12-09T19:44:00.001-08:00

MY PREPAID EXPIRED!
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So please don't expect me to reply your message. I'll probably top up after i got my pay (:
Blank! O.O - Without my precious prepaid card, i couldn't do anything.
Nothing much to update as I'll working for this December holidays.
I'm growing to be fatter. Can't stop eating...

RESULTS WILL BE OUT NEXT WEEK!
Maybe going to Secondary 5 and maybe going to .... (better not think of it)
Bless me with my results! Laugh.
chuaminen-

6 / 12 / 2009

2009-12-06T07:56:00.000-08:00

I've found a job!
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But i don't like this job because of something else.
Currently working at Bishan Starhub shop that is at MRT station. The actual company is Computation & Communication pte ltd (which is a partnership of starhub).
My schedule is so pack now.
Weekdays, I have to work from 5pm- 9pm & Weekends, I have to work from 12noon - 9pm.
This week i only have a break on Wednesday. This going to freak me out.
I'm totally SHAGGED. Cries
It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.

2 / 12 / 2009

2009-12-02T07:43:00.000-08:00

This few days never had the time to post anything.
Firstly, My Birthday.

Went for Band in the morning, than went to Wild Wild Wet with Aslyn, Vileen, Vivian, Zijian, Jasmine. Took lots of pictures with them in photo machine. But we didn't use the machine instead we used Jasmine phone to take photos.

Such a tiring day. Anyway, thanks for wishing me happy birthday people and also for the gift i have recieved (:

Secondly,
I have completed my 4Days 3Nights band camp cum OPUS IV.
That's freaking tiring, With a bath a day? O.O
That make me smelly it also makes me feel so disgusted with more and more pimples popping OUT! But that was FUN too. The food this time is like better than other normal band camps we have the other time (:

Thirdly,
My Carebear found a FATHER?

Omygosh. It's green some more. =.=''
THANKS ALOT PEOPLE. But I feel like !!@#*(^&;* (SHIT?)
This few days, things make me hate myself more!
GUILTY and also other stuffs. I think i should keep things to myself. Sigh~

20 / 11 / 2009

2009-11-19T08:39:00.000-08:00

OPUS IV Coming in 10 Days!
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Come and Support!With what i have said, Come and support means to come to the concert and support us @ Victoria Concert Hall on 30 November. NOT, buy the tickets from us and decided not to appear on the concert day itself! Oh please, buying the ticket cost you 10 bucks and you didn't appear on that day is such a waste! Tickets sale is just 30%. 10 more days! Can we really make the 30% to 100%?
If people does buy the ticket and didnt appear that day, it is such a dissapointment for me. Actually not only me but everyone else in the band. So what we got 100% tickets sold off? And only 40% of people went to the concert? That's like just half of the hall filled up. Isn't that sad for the band? So must come and support the band! Laugh!
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Almost every single day, there is Band. But at least there is band to accompany me this few days. Feel so bored without band~ Can't find any jobs and nothing can entertain me.
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JOBS! Any? I still can't find any jobs yet! Sigh~

10 / 11 / 2009

2009-11-10T06:48:00.000-08:00

Giggles.
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These few days feel so Happy. [Freedom!] Help me buy ticket? Anyone? (:
Sold 4 tickets. Sigh! Must buck up.
Today,
When to Band. Actually wanted to celebrate Catherine's Birthday in Band but unfortunately plan failed cause she got chase away by Mr. Lim [ Laugh! ] as she's having O level paper tomorrow. Sigh.
Come out another plan. Went to her house and gave her a big surprise together with, HuiYi, KeeChong, SaiYuan, WeiLun, HuiXin, Daniel and KaiLin. Should be this few~?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHERINE!
And Belated Happy Birthday to SIM WEI LUN. (:
Took some pictures..
What the fuck. Took about 45minutes already but still cant upload the photos.
Gave up. What the~~ Sorry, Can't show any pictures (:
Eat KFC deliveries and gone home after that.

7 November,
Go to Vileen's/ Vivian's house with Jasmine to help them move their stuff as their house will be painting.Sleepover at their house and watched movies to spend our boring night. Some R-rated show! Laugh. OhMyGosh... The Agar-Agar which vivian made and added some vodka in taste.......... [ Speechless] (:
Nothing to do so decided and go to sleep after that.
8 November,
Woke up in the morning, saw some Bangalas at their house painting the wall.
Move things here and there. Make new Agar-Agar [Taste nice]. Ate Pizza too. Thanks!
Decided to make some bread the next day so went to NTUC and buy those ingredients.
Very Tired so went to sleep.
9 November,
Woke up and started preparing bread. Anyway, Such a long long long long long~ Story.
Endless story. Haha. Thanks (:

STILL FINDING FOR JOBS!
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15 more days and i am getting OLDER! and also 1 more week [ Call the person for jobs?]

4 / 11 / 2009

2009-11-04T07:33:00.000-08:00

Found something.
I found out these few days that my temper is quite bad. Why?
Kept asking myself, why my temper changed so much? Why must i be lamer? And I don't feel like to be lame! 我很狠自己！
Sigh~~ I should learn to be more clam the next time.
Prevent quarrelling and etc...
Also found that I got frustrated easily, Irritated, No patience. O.o
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Sold 4 tickets in total but still need YOUR help!加油加油 MinEn go!
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One more time.
Tickets selling at $10 each.
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Venue will be at Victoria Concert Hall [City Hall MRT station nearest]
Time will be 7.30 p.m but is advice to be seated at 7 p.m sharp.
Lastly the date will be at 30 November 2009! Contact me at 81992661 :)
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Totally full of hatred. Tsk.
Clam down. 要冷静下来！Clam down. 要冷静下来！ Clam down (:
[恨狠恨！]

3 / 11 /2009

2009-11-03T02:46:00.000-08:00

Now currently at JuChan Home. :D
Have some Vodka with 7up just now! Now feeling a little dizzy.
Sigh! I celebrate once after i end my O's! What is this? =.="
What the... Anyone, just buy some ticket from me can?
I feeling damn sleepy now. How?
Nevermind. I know something from now.
I know that drinking Vodka is SUCKS man. Fucking Vodka taste.
Makes me puke. :P
Giggles. This time i drank the the vodka, I didn't Puke. :D
How lucky i am?
Time to wait for 14 more days. After the 14days had pass, i will go be waiting for another 9days to my BIG day.
Omygosh. Sleepy...

2 / 11 / 2009

2009-11-01T08:50:00.000-08:00

I feel so SHAGGED. My mind is in a blank now.
What am i doing?
I should be studying right now instead of using the computer and played facebook, audition and etc. It's less than 2days to my O's. Feel so guilty that just now didn't study my D&T.

Oh yah. 30 October went to Sentosa for the Halloween special with LiMin, HuiYi and ZhengJie. Reached there and found out that the tickets sold OUT. Sigh...
Anyway quite fun. Jokes around the whole day :)
Grrr. By right, i should be meeting my classmates [O's level D&T] at about 1pm. But I was freaking tired and overslept because the day before i was at Zhengjie's house. Right now, i am a little sleepy but i can't sleep.

Tsk. Anyway, stop asking me to go club already. I need to rest cause I'm A PIG!
Maybe after my O's then go there?
After my O's then see :)

Tickets of "OPUS IV" is out! I mean is I have the tickets and I'm selling.
OPUS IV- A concert of Regent Wind Symphony and Choir.
Ticket at 10 bucks each.
Venue will be at Victoria Concert Hall.
Time - Be seated by 7.
It's Free seating.
If you want it, Please contact me @81992661 :)
Please don't say you're going but you still haven't buy the tickets! Action thats counts.

28 / 10 / 2009

2009-10-28T02:04:00.000-07:00

This coming Monday will be my 'O' Level D&T Examination already.
Still watching a Chinese show name -[ 溏心风暴之家好月圆 ]
Know this show from Shirley :D
Freaking touching and nice. Learn alot of things from this story.
Watch this show since 2days ago? Today is the 14 /15 / 16 episode already, I think. XD
Too bored at home. With this show accompany me I feel better. [ At least i can do something. ]

This month, Go out with Hui Juan for her birthday celebration.
That day, went to Plaza Singapura with Hui Juan and her friends to eat pizza at pizza hut.
I wonder why my friends like to celebrate their birthday at Plaza Singapura's Pizza Hut?
LAUGH! Quite a few friends had celebrate or went to that particular pizza hut when it's their birthday.

This month is boring! I doubt that next month is fun :(
Anyway, if want to watch [溏心风暴之家好月圆] - different from the television version.
Press here!
Min En.

23 / 10 / 2009

2009-10-23T07:14:00.001-07:00

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FIND JOBS!
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Oh! Some good news and bad news.
The good news is that the venue of the concert changes back to Victoria Concert Hall. [Smile]
I hope that they wont change the venue of the concert already PLEASE.
The date of the concert will be on the 30 November! 5days after my B'dae. So if you are going buy tickets from me. Most probably that the date is FIXED.
OPUS IV -
Venue: Victoria Concert Hall :D
Date : 30 November 2009
Time : 7 - 9.30?
Anyway, Nothing is confirm. [estimated ]

The Bad news! Is that I've called some people today about the job interview.
Firstly, An office job. $5 / hour.
At lower delta road, not sure about what timing. But it must be 16 and above!
My friend, Loraine is working there so i ask her for the person number. Anyway, Thanks!

Secondly, An promoter? At expo for 4 November to 18 November helping for a Puma sales?
Again $5 / hour. We called the person about 3 times? Firstly she told Hui juan that if we're born in 93years can already. So we just say that we will call her back again. [ I called her to call the person for details ]
Second time, the person was not in. =.=''
Third time, She told me that I've not met the requirement which must be 16 years old! =.=''
*Speechless*

Thirdly, Not sure what job. But some team sales at $15 / hour?
But NO ONE PICK UP THE CALL!
What the... do you think I'm unlucky or what?
Sigh. Such a failure.
Anyway if your have any job, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE intro me a job. Thanks thanks Please.

23 / 10 / 2009

2009-10-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

OhMyDamn @#$%^&

Heard that Regent Concert will probably at Republic poly instead of Victoria Concert Hall? [ Shag ]

I think probably can't get any slots in Victoria Concert Hall. Anyway, I'm still looking for a job!

Sigh. I'm so bored right now. 1 more freaking subjects to study! Design Technology. I believe I can make it for this paper. Really Boring right now =.=''

This few days went for bridging programme which school organised for us. On the first day, went to the Battle Box at Fort Canning Park. The Second day went to somewhere in Balestier and play games with other classes. Felt so guilty that day.

The third day which was the most unhappy trip that most of the people agreed to it because we went to some place and walked for about few km? Was more worst than you walked from yew tee to bukit panjang.

Saw 3 monkeys while walking in the bloody freaking long park. Baby monkey was like so adorable. It happened that the baby monkey tried to jump on my legs but just before the baby monkey cold do that I move my legs away. And there it goes~ Poop, On the ground. Very sorry that making that Wild baby monkey fall but i was just afraid that this little cute creature will bit me or something? So Cute.

[ Shag ]How? I'm really so . . . . Speechless again. T.T

Blank. Blank. If i don't exist in this world, does everything changes? I think there will not be any changes even i don't exist in the world. For now, i don't felt that i exist in this world. Hardly explain*

Anyway i am going to sleep already. It was like 1 a.m? and tomorrow still have to go to school early in the morning. Sigh.

Please Entertain me but don't irritate me. Entertainment and Irritation is something different.

I think that I irritate lots of people than entertain them. :X

Sigh~ ~ ~ ~

[Min En]

21 / 10 / 2009

2009-10-21T07:27:00.000-07:00

FINDING JOBS!
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ANY INTRO?
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Sigh. Looking for jobs now. Looking for a pay is >$5.5 per hour?

If got any please call me. 81992661.
Please Please Please Please Please.

I really need a job.
Like some 9 to 5? WOW! FUN :)
Or sales assitance? Anything bah.
Must try even though it's tough!

I can be able to work for quite a period of time!
JOB needed urgently :(
Please INTRO jobs. Please and thanks.
[ Min En ]

16 / 10 / 2009

2009-10-15T11:19:00.000-07:00

ERRRR.... o.O!

What should I write about? Ahhh.

Found some crazy photos on my phone the other day when i gone home after i went to club 4 paws? =.=''

I found out that HuiJuan is ZILIAN. HAHA! I got evidence okay. I'm not those people who blame people on what they does without any evidence. Eh. I don't know what i am talking about anyway. Nevermind :)

SEE! This is the evidence.

I didn't frame her. Laugh! :)

She took some pictures with me at the club4 paws but i didn't know there is so MUCH. But I delete some pictures with me inside cause IT'S UGLY!

Sad! Can't post all her ZiLian Pictures on the blog.

Too many GigaBytes already. If I put it will only HANG my page :)

NOT FORGETTING THE

"CLIQUE" OUTING! LAUGH. :D

Went to eat buffet with some friends on Wednesday 141009.

About 8 people including Me, Joey Lee, Jasmine, Josephine, Vivian, Nicholas, Loraine, WeiSong. Meet at about 12noon that day?

Went to Yuki & Yaki buffet (Marina Square) but that was still early.

The girls wanted to have the BUFFET as their DINNER so we ate LongJohnSilver to keep out stomach stop growling.

Walk around the mall for a long period and went to Suntec city :)

By that time we reached, it was about 30minutes before 5.30.

Because we had already booked the seats for 8 person for the BUFFET earlier, so we had to rush back.

Tooks a picture with Loraine and another with Nicholas. Others pictures are with the others girls :D

Ohmy! The Buffet have DIY ice cream too. But the cost of our bill is about 200 + ? WOW!

EH.. BLOG UPDATED!

Hope you enjoyed :)

[ MinEn is BACK ]

12 / 10 / 2009

2009-10-11T10:16:00.001-07:00

'N' Level FINISHED! :D

GOOD LUCK to those people who are taking POA or DNT paper.

THIS BLOG IS DEAD! Laugh! Laugh!

Nothing to blog about this few days. Went to Club 4 paws for the past few days.

Actually not a few days but everyday after my N's.

Found out that A-Ri [dog ] birthday is on 9 Feb. And Shirley birthday is on 18 December [ p.s remembered wrongly ]

Of course i remember the Yang meh meh birthday which is on 19 November.

Not forgetting Hayaya and Hui Juan birthday [ Best friends ] which is on 21 October [mum birthday too ] and 25 October. Whose birthday i have forgotten? Just leave a message in the chat box if you want me to know your birthday. I'll record it down. Cheese!

Just found out my phone prepaid card gone case again! =.=''

Found out that I can't reply WenLi when she message me. Sigh.

Quarrel with dad. Ignoring him till now. Long story~~ [ Tsk ]

I should not add too much colours in my blog uh. Or else someone kept saying that my blog have alot of colours, very bright. Anyway, My life is colourless right? :D

I'll remember YOU!

It has been so long since we have talked

I hope that things are still the same

hoping they will never change

cause what we had can't be replaced

don't let our memories fade away

keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe

that I can do almost anything

stood right by me

through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true

you're the one that I'll always miss

never thought it would feel like this

I'll be there for you,no matter what you're goin' through

in my heart you'll always be, forever baby I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried

You'll always be the sun in my sky

It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday

Even though we go seprate ways

....

This songs quite meaningful.

Just read the lyrics and think that the songs is sang for you. Don't you think it's quite true that it's been sometimes since we've talked? [ For my friends ] Just refresh the page and look through the lyrics if you want? Smile :)

I've used my magical POWER! Turning this blog a FRESH blog and not a DEAD blog once again.

Laugh! Hope that i can bring laughter to your life. :)

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10 / 10 / 2007

2009-10-09T09:09:00.000-07:00

FREEDOM! FREEDOM!
I'm FREE..............
N level exams OVER! 1 more month to another paper which is Design Technology. :D
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE! WOOOOOOHOoooooooooo.......
=.=''

I've gone CRAZY! HAHA!
BuckUp.

16 / 9 / 2009

2009-09-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

Errr... I am a happy go lucky boy right!
The last post was so.... EMOTIONAL?
So i decided to delete it away.
I'm happy, therefore my mood was liked ... :)
'N' level Part 2 is coming soon! 18more days to science physics/ chemistry!
Chemistry plus Physics paper 1 &2 on 5 October.
Mathematics paper 1 on 6 October.
Additional Mathematics paper 1 on 7 October.
Mathematics paper 2 and Geography on 8 October.
Additional Mathematics paper 2 on 9 October.
I haven't revise my Additional Math!
OMGOSH!
BLANK*
What to do?! So many things have to be done in this month.
GoGoGo! :) Self encouragement.
JIAYOUS everyone going to take their exams. :D

9 / 8 / 2009

2009-09-08T08:37:00.000-07:00

Since everything is back.
Like writing things for my Daily lifestyles.
Writing my all my fun times cum my unhappy thinking here may make me feels better.
If your doesn't like what i wrote down here, either you leave your comment or scram.
Just don't talk behind my back. :)
HAHA! Anyway, I went to the Club 4 paws to play? (for dogs owner who doesn't have time taking care for their dogs.)
End up NOT studying for my 'N' level. SMILE* :)
Anyway, please leave me alone if you think that i can't make it for 'O' level cause i can't be bothered. I'm Hopeless, i think?
The dogs from the club is so cute.
Took some dogs for a walk?
Some Cute dogs like. Obe - favourite dogs. :D

Guess what. they are so cute right! Too bad, they are not twins. :)

Obe, Me, Hyper ( from left to right)

Obe, Hyper :)

Cool Right! CHEESE!

Really Looks like twins!

Back to Club 4 paws!

One is Whisky (white) another is Alfrie (brown)

ALFRIE! freaking pig.
Anywhere we sit (on the floor), Alfrie just hop on us. :)
So freaking cute. But Alfrie loves to bark. So noisy.

Samantha. :)
WoW. So Cute.
But the saliva also alot :B
Dirty fellow!

See! Alfrie and Alfrie on her legs! LOL!
Both called Alfrie. 1 is a toy poodle. :)
Both is A PIG. Shouldn't be a dog!

The Biggest dog i have ever seen in the club before!
Its Freaking Heavy :D , Named : PARKER!
Twist. and Done for today.
-NoLife-

8 / 21 / 2009

2009-08-21T03:35:00.001-07:00

I felt like writing on this dead blog again. :D
Never though of blogging again but i have nothing better to do. Other than my studies, the only entertainment i have is playing audition =.=''
I know it's kind of lame but... I can't stop it!

How? How? I'm very scared that i can't be able to make it for my O's next year.
Totally don't feel like studying. STRESSED!
Where /which course I will take IF i go to ITE? I know it's not a good place where I can end up to but neither that's a bad place.
Totally @.@! *i don't know what to do!*
Everything is like going back to my Primary 6.
If i wanted to go for polytechnic, i should study and not playing.
Because of my laziness, making me goes to the wrong path.

Omygosh. i really don't know what to do. Anyone, Please guide me through the correct path? :B

Someone took my photos when i was SLEEPING yesterday!

Mr. Tan and Pritpal? think so =.=''

Freaking angry. STUPID. Tsk.

DAILY LIFE.

Any negative comments? Say it.

like i'm going to care. Geees

last post

2009-06-30T07:02:00.000-07:00

THIS BLOG HAS CLOSE DOWN!

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I'm too lazy to blog and my life has nothing to blog about and so i decided to leave this blog DEAD. My really lasty post!

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Hoping that i am able to get back to the pass. Like how my friends know the first Chuaminen.

I think i am not longer the same person as chuaminen. Although, i may change and became Worst? Better? Complacent? I still hopes that i can be the original chuaminen. The original maybe the best.

I'm talking craps.. I am so idiot and whatever..

15 / 6 / 2009

2009-06-15T06:56:00.000-07:00

This might be the last post before i get my LAPPY fix!
My Lappy are SICK now :D ( VIRUS! going to reformat soon! )

HAHA(!) Today is my Sis birthday! Enjoyed our dinner at bristro delifrance! :D
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Anyway I wanted to WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
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Took some pictures when we are having dinner, too bad that my brother did not come with us because he having some other stuff !

Some RANDOM pictures!

My MUM & DAD!

Our MEALS and DESSERTS! :D
Happy Birthday SIS! :D
Someone Birthday is coming too! Ohhhhh~
Hope I can still use the Lappy without Irritating VIRUS attack!

... Blog entry

2009-06-10T06:14:00.000-07:00

The Location I choose to have internet connection is COFFEE SHOP!

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HA(!)

If every coffee shop have Internet Connection, most of the student will go there bringing their Laptop / Handbook there doing their homework or even project!

Why? Why i choose coffee shop? Because i think that coffee shop have the tasty food there and IT HAVE THE MOST REASONABLE PRICE like 'Rojak', 'Hokkien Mee', 'Laska'! ( Can also attract Tourist :D )

Then the coffee shop worker also will be very HAPPY as the coffee shop worker can earn more $$$( more people go cause of INTERNET CONNECTION)!! See example to understand the situation MORE!

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Example A case like: Without internet connection in coffee shop!

Coffee shop worker: " Haiyo! No one come here arh! So Boring.. and Tired. Also No one wanted to order any drinks! Haiyo! *angry *"

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Another case : With internet connection in coffee shop!

Coffee shop worker: " Wah! So many people coming because of Internet Connection arh! So many students order drinks! So TIRED arh but warri(very) happy! Later BOSS raise our PAY! GOOD GOOD!"

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Most benifits is still on the students or youth cause they can sit anywhere to settle their project! Expecially those who don't like to go out to shopping mall! So..

Live Life Online Anywhere with SingTel BroadBand on Mobile Youth Plan! Visit www.singtel.com/youth for details.

10 / 6 / 2009

2009-06-10T01:21:00.000-07:00

SHOUT SCREAM! =D

Everyone! VOTE ME for the Canon Digital IXUS IS contest! HAHAS (!)

Vote Picture 1151 at Page 24 and 1258 at Page 26!

Must Vote OKAY! I'm playing this for FUN! HAHAS!

Your can also Take part in the contest! HAHAS(!) :X

Visit : http://goto.canon.com.sg/ixus100is/#/stylebook/

Took a picture with KARENA after our tuition at Aljunied on the Saturday!(So Far! But it's FUN)

It's ME & Gui Fei (Karena)

We also went to a Hong Kong Restaurant opposite the Aljunied MRT station

Ate the fried rice there!Yummy :P

Somehow i think i will be eating there every Saturday! Geeeeeeeeeee!

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These few days, I was busying with DNT and i also stole some Material from the Workshop :D

When can i take a rest! When can i have my Holiday!

2 more years for my holiday! But i don't know why, i have NO MOTIVATION!

Must BUCK UP! NO MORE HOLIDAYS ALREADY! get ready for "N" level.

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I've been wondering what kind of personality I have?

I've have been so weird these few days!

LOST

29 / 5 / 2009

2009-05-29T05:46:00.001-07:00

Today Result Slip was given out with Report Book! :D
Some of the pictures of my Result~

Teacher actually got something wrong like the number of days late for school for this term is
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actually 7! I think is term 1 + term 2 i late for school is 7, so i actually
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asked her to change the 7
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to 1. On the Report book, it wrote :" Min En is a very active

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and cheerful student.
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However he must learn to play by the rules and to

...

be less distracting and more
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attentive in class. He must also not be complacent

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but strive to do better in his
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studies." Is that a Good or Bad? I think is BOTH!

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LOL! Am I complacent? *Sigh*

Omgosh! It was terribly done.. Anyway, I didn't STUDY for this whole exam.
Got a Commendation Letter? :D
I have this Commendation Letter for 4years already? Cause I my PSLE-T score was like 1% out of the whole batch of Normal Academic! I can't say taking this Commendation Letter is a honour thing cause I was like from Normal Technical when i was Secondary 1?

HAHA! So LAME~
-XxxXx-

20 / 5 / 2009

2009-05-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

Awwwww!

I failed TERRIBLY! *SAD*

Finalise score :

English : 43.7 (what the!)

Amath : 30+++ (forgot some of the marks already!)

Science : 75+

Math : forgot already! *STM*

Chinese : ????? *STM*

Design & technology : 58! (what the hack! drop 20 marks! )

Combine Humanities : ????? *STM*

Anyway I FAILED badly! DD:

I will be updating my marks soon!

HOW!?

ShiMin, Joey, help me in Amath! Arghhhh!

MUST PASS 'N' level (die die must pass) :DD

-NAMELESS-

19 / 5 / 2009

2009-05-19T05:02:00.000-07:00

EVERYONE ROCKS! :D

Hope that all people around me can be HAPPY! =)

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

Conditions are rather confusing at this time. You would like to involved with a particular person or a particular situation butyou are holding back. You find it difficult to make a decision.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

This things comes out quite TRUE! herm...i don't know why! But I think this is SO SPOT ON?! TAKEN from shi min blog! The link for this thinggy is :http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

Ohh Ya! almost forgot.. I took back my test paper!

I didn't even read or revise ANY SUBJECT! O.O! Anyway don't know should i be happy or sad? The score not yet finalise!

Design Technology (theory only) : 52/ 100

N(A) Math (Paper 1) : 60/80

N(A) Math (Paper 2): SHOCKING! 23/ 60

Amath: (Paper 1) : 20/ 70

Amath (Paper 2) : 6/70

Chemistry : 37 /50

Physics : 40 / 50

Total Science : A1 (77?)

English : HORRIBLE! ( 29 + 1/2 ) / 70

English paper have not take back my overall score!

Chinese (Paper 1): HORRIBLE TOO! forgot already!

Total Chinese : 59.5 / 100

Geography : 19/50

Social Studies : 36/ 50

I feeling *Angry* at this moment~!!

-NAMELESS- Haha! i don't even think that the real me will say so much. Thats why I put:

-NAMELESS-

13 / 5 / 2009

2009-05-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

The things I want to do with my FAMILY!

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Ohhhhh! Family Day is COMING! Okay! It's MY CHANCE TO

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GET ME OUT WITH MY FAMILY!! :D

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Let's see what I have planning for this coming Family Day!

Must go out with Family NOT MATTER WHAT!!!!! ( I have never spend my times with MY Family SINCE I go to my Secondary School LIFE! )

Hope this Family Day, I can go to Singapore Flyer! ( Something shocking! I had never went to Singapore Flyer! What a MISS! Can see the beautiful scenery of the Singapore leh~. Sobsob! So Envy )

Spend my whole day happily with MY CUTE Family member, especially my AH MA! (She's already 75? Old but STRONG okay! ) =P

Erm.. Had a Jump SHOT with my FAMILY & be closer with one another! ( Never ever I had a JUMP shot with Family! they are so SHY! )Must like them~~~~~So happy together! hehehe!

Eh...I had already PLAN my Family Day! What about YOU? Yes! Is you, No one else! Hope that I can get really good times with My Family this Family Day :D

So start planning your own family day Out on 30 May 2009! Visit www.nfc.sg

7 / 5 / 2009

2009-05-07T00:50:00.000-07:00

Dead Blog spotted!
Every time blog like so boring larh. Like daily lifestyle like that, SO boring!

Argh! Anyway its EXAM period .. .. ..
Think that i will flunk all my subject casue i still haven't started my revision yet!
HOPE I WILL PASS MY FREAKING 'N' level plus 'O'level..
Knowing that without study won't help me to pass my exam but i don't know why i still not studying! I going to freak out one of these day!
study like so tired! feel like giving up...
its going to make me use up all my energy on studies!~

*Sigh* troubled!
Why? Why? Why?
Pimples popping out from my face, Acnes start growing on my face!
WTF ! making me so ~ ~ ~ *confidence drop~ 100%, left 0%*
Hate it larhx! Its SUX! Kill ME! Kill ME! FACKS!
Hope i can look like how that picture AT THE LEFT HAND SIDE!
SUX larhx! idiotic!

Hope exam pass. At least a pass is happy! =)
-Troubled!-

28 / 4 / 2009

2009-04-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

Nothing to write~
So bored :(
-XxxXx-

23 / 4 / 2009

2009-04-23T04:45:00.000-07:00

Omgosh! Yesterday, there have a strong gust of wind!
Woke up late in the morning, and rush to school! =)
Saw something SHOCKING IN REGENT! Can't believe it!

Originally is like~

It's so Shocking that Regent will happen something like that.
I'm KAPO! LOL!

Lyrics of the song~

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25.

I keep thinking times will never change,

Keep on thinking things will always be the same.

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back,

No more hanging out because were on a different track.

And if you got something that you need to say,

You better say it right now because you don't have another day.

Because we're moving on and we cant slow down.

These memories are playing like a film without sound.

And I keep thinking of that night in June,

I didn't know much of love but it came too soon.

And there was me and you and well we got real blue,

Stay at home talking on the telephone, with me,

We'd get so excited and we'd get so scared,

Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair.

And this is how it feels.

As we go on,

We remember,

All the times we,

Had together,

And as our lives change,come whatever,

We will still beFriends Forever.

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,

When we look back now will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school,

Still be trying to break every single rule?

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye,

Keep on thinking its our time to fly,

And this is how it feels.

As we go on,

We remember,

All the times we,

Had together,

And as our lives change,come whatever,

We will still be

Friends Forever.

La,la,la,la...yeah, yeah...la, la, la,

We will still be,

Friends Forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow? (somehow)

I guess I thought that this would never end,

And suddenly it's like we're women and men.

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round,

Or will these memories fade when I leave this town?

I keep, keep thinking that its not goodbye,

Keep on thinking its our time to fly.

As we go on,

We remember,

All the times we,

Had together,

And as our lives change,come whatever,

We will still be

Friends Forever.

As we go on,

We remember,

All the times we,

Had together,

And as our lives change,come whatever,

We will still be

Friends Forever.

As we go on,

We remember,

All the times we,

Had together,

And as our lives change,come whatever,

We will still be

Friends Forever.

As we go on,

We remember,

All the times we,

Had together,

And as our lives change,come whatever,

We will still beFriends Forever.

-XxxXx-

22 / 9 / 2009

2009-04-22T08:05:00.000-07:00

After I heard this song, i don't know why! i don't know why!
I don't know why i'm remember all this after i heard this song.
This song makes me think of the times we spent together, the happiest times i've ever had.
Seriously, i don't know what i'm doing and why i am so random~
I am not longer who i am and i wish to be back to the same old ways i have ever been. But everything seems so weird~
Sigh~ and leave all the unhappiness and carry on with my journey. =)
Smile, is what i can do for everyone.? Sometimes, i may be laughing but its not really the emotion i wanted to gives~
If i'm not laughing / entertaining anyone, people will be think that i'm emoing~ weird~ sometimes, i just does not likes to talk.
Hatred, is what people return me with~ Irritation, is what people likes to express to me~
Love, it doesn't exist in my dictionary,
it's not really what i'm saying but i hope that one day love might just appear in the dictionary of mine.
Friends, it gives me a great memories. great doesn't mean good but it could be also bad.
Sigh! i just don't understand what i'm doing now~
I know that i've been changing, but not only me! everyone seems to walk further away from me.
Or may even be i'm walking further away from everyone~
Brothers? Friends? Is all fake, never will i believe in it. i meant ~~~
Band is the place where i waste my time, best friends not longer exists in that place. Why am i staying in a place which friends would surely leave me. Hope everything started to change and everything will be better~

There's a video on the bottom of this blog, Apologised for everything!=)

Freaking fed-up with someone in BAND!~ you're just a ~~~~~
you've no respect for seniors. what are you! Think of this question~
Will everything change because of you? will the earth die without you? ( not asking you REALLY go and die ) But at least you shouldn't say something behind a person back!

WHAT AM I DOING?!?
-hopeless person-

19 / 4 / 2009

2009-04-19T05:06:00.000-07:00

Just watched Britian got talent!
OMgosh! Susan Boyle is incredible, BRAVO!

The Link!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luRmM1J1sfg
It's so bad that they actually laughed at her before she even sing!
But everyone was SURPRISE by her singing!
Don't ever JUDGE the BOOK by its COVER! =)
-XxxXx-

18 / 4 / 2009

2009-04-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

Argh! Today is Just NOT my day! *scream*
I'm going CRAZY! bleh!
Fed up~! Freaking ********** speechless!

Went for flag day today! =)
Its so FUN! Hehe~

It's a bloody rose here! Omgosh ( it took us about a whole afternoon fixing this? )
But its lovely! HahaS... helping friend fixed this!

Saw something nice from the sky! BEAUTIFUL!

LOL! FREAKING TIRED!!!!!!
argH! twist!
I'm done for today =)
-XxxXx??-

18 / 4 / 2009

2009-04-17T10:45:00.000-07:00

It's been so long i have not post anything!

THANKS SHIMIN for the blog skin! =)
LaughOutLoud!
Even i have a new blog skin, i don't think that i will blog or post anything here~!
Having flag day tomorrow! Looking forward to it? =)
*Sigh* I'm going to flunk my subject!

Twist! HYPER! going crazy =P
-XxxXx-

31 / 3 / 2009

2009-03-31T07:22:00.001-07:00

UPDATE!

Congratulate Regent, Hougang Secondary getting Gold for SYF~! =)
I'm so sorry Regent Wind Symphony, my last Note for Overture No.2! =P
Anyway JiAyoUS for the others BAND too!
Still have Awards Day
Must work HARD now! ( for studies! )

Hope i will be happy in this December when result is out!
Cries with fear~ joking
I updated my blog at last!
Nothing to write ~ nothing is HAPPENING!
Boring~
-donnoe who i am-

14 / 3 / 2009

2009-03-14T05:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOSHIMIN! =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! MAY YOUR WISH COME TRUE!
You're 18 years old already! OLD LADY! :P

Erm...
Sigh... Sigh...
This COULD be the last post i am going to blog!
Don't feel like blogging anymore~

Anyway,
Friday i got my report book!
my english was TERRIBLE! 38.7? SUX man!

My stupid, idiotic FAT face in my report book! (photo taken when i was secondary 1s)

HaiSs~
Sighs~
I'm so .... irritating? arrogant? proud? attitude suck?
I S _ _ _ _!
-no longer a LAMER! -

7 / 3 / 2009

2009-03-07T04:49:00.000-08:00

ARGH~!
I'm freaking tired...
Min En, You sucks! Hahas, I'm CRAZY!
_ _ N _ _ _, You SUX too! you !#$%#@!
I bought 2 shirt~!
Thanks the 5 of YOU to help me decide what should i buy!
LaughOutLoud!
Write something like that was so randomly :P
I sucks!@ =)

-Lamer :X

2 / 3 / 2009

2009-03-02T04:27:00.000-08:00

Erm...!

In school,
Thanks JOEY LEE :P (for the cookies. hahas!)
Oops! Teacher found out that i litter in the cupboard, so filthy in the cupboard! ( have water bottles - i think more than 5? , crash paper, sweet wrapper & etc... )

Help Zheng jie for his DnT for awhile :)
then went to his house to book for the pool table!
i won felicia! 3 : 1? :X
took some pictures with them!
Wei Jie do not want to take pictures with us!

took some pictures with FELICIA! ( others challenging pool! )

ALot of PHOTOS! ( looking at where felicia place her phone & take photo! )

Jumping Shot! ( So damn TIRED! )

Thanks Cecilia for helping us/me take! :X

And Hui Juan!

ET go home!

I'm DONE! LOL!
SMILE =)

-Lamer :X

2 / 26 / 2009

2009-02-26T06:53:00.000-08:00

When to lot 1 after Band with hui juan, zheng jie, wei lun & felicia!
Then saw something CUTE in popular store!
Me, Hui Juan, Zheng Jie decided to buy the diary! LOL

Its comes in 4! PaPa, MaMa, Bro, Sis!
Cute right! hahas!
Hui Juan - MaMa, M.E - PaPa, Zheng Jie - Bro, Kai Lin - Sis

I have the PaPa diary! x.x''

I help PaPa and MaMa diary to take a photo! =P

the Family! So FUN~ Lols!
Aiya! the photo comes out like that! *sigh*

-Lamer :P

25 / 2 / 2009

2009-02-25T06:47:00.000-08:00

WOHOO! =)

PIZZA! So nice!

Got a treat from Wei Song =P

SECTION photo :P

"SECTION OUTING" at last

Then after eating go BAND for night practice! :P
Took some pictures of RAINBOW!

Look Carefully! ( got 2 rainbow! )

HEHE from another different view =)

I'm Done!
-Lamer :X

20 / 2 / 2009

2009-02-20T02:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday JOEY LEE! :P
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to you!
happy birthday to JOEY LEE!
happy birthday to you! LOL!
I'm kinda lame!

*Sigh!*Sob sob sob!
During Additional Math period I have a TEST~! I really Cannot Make It already!
Everyone has passed their test except ME! ( I think so )
Its about differentiations! I feel that i am so HOPELESS! *Sigh*
Anyway *YOU* sucks!
So freaking FED UP!
Your're just A DOG! doggie! Go and get your facking BONE!
KP so much!

I NEED TO COOL DOWN!

-Lamer :X

18 / 2 / 2009

2009-02-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

Twist! I've top up my card! =)
Yay! Yay! Yay! Yay! Yay! Yay!

Take photo after Sectional! :X

Opps! i was looking somewhere else =)

Boring!
Boring!
Talk to me! Talk to me! :P

SMILE~!
-Lamer :X

12 / 2 / 2009

2009-02-12T07:15:00.000-08:00

So so so FED UP!
fuck-fuck-fuck-fuck-fuck-fuck-fuck!
so many vulgar things coming out from my mouth!
just ignore what write today! ( here to relieve everything out! )

idiotic! fucker! bastard! bitch! stupid! kaopei! chibai! PISS OFF!
SLEEP & WAKE UP and everything will be FINE!
*SIGH*
mother fackers!
SHUT UP! SHUT UP! i need to cool down NOW!
tell myself nothing happen. i don't want to hear anything!
facks!

Just ignore what i write!
-Lamer :X

11 / 2 / 2008

2009-02-11T01:40:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Cecilia! LOL :P

3 more days to valentine! =)
No one ask me out! sob sob ( joking )
anyway staying at home to play games on that day.
nothing much to blog about! *SIGH*

SMILE~!
-Lamer T.T